Today, I drove out to see a friend of mine. His girlfriend broke up with him and he needed someone to talk to so me being the awesomest person ever, there I went. We had fun a while, his brother was there and his dad so we listened to music in their studio…after they had band practice. We actually all danced to Lollipop by Aqua (Candyman, you know…check it out.) It was truly a sight to behold. Then, the brother and dad went fishing while I helped my friend tune some of his guitars…then, his ex girlfriend called.

The drama went on from there…oh but yes. He found out while I was there that she cheated on him (filthy whore) and the poor boy had a mental breakdown. She actually told him because she said she felt guilty, and I suppose I should respect her for having the decency to tell him of her infidelity, but it was just heart wrenching to see him so sad, I hate to see anyone I care about hurt.

Its very awkward, in case you have never experienced this scenario, to be around someone who has just learned their love has betrayed them. I love the boy, he’s a great guy and I’ve known him forever. I wanted to help him, but when someone has an aching or broken heart there is absolutely nothing that can console them. Trust me, I know. So I offered to give him time alone. He asked me to stay with him a while, and god help me he looked too sad to leave. So we hung out for a while, watched a movie, just relaxed a little. Talked music -Nine inch Nails, mainly… – But he was hurting, bad. So I hung around until he was ready to actually sleep. I honestly think he just didn’t want to be alone. I understand that mental state very well, I hate feeling alone more than nearly anything, I think he and I share that feeling.

I left him to sleep by Peanut, the wonderfully sweet Dotson dog of his. She is 10, and she loves him so much. She loves me too, which is funny since she normally doesn’t care for outsiders. -she hates his dad’s girlfriend-

I hope things get better for the boy.

You know, even if its hard, there is never really a dull moment in my life.